Leadership and personal experience

 I think ever since I fall sick at 16 and don't really go to the school at 17 ( it's kind of funny and I laugh it off everytime I think about it with my friends) , I have always wanted to inspire people. I know I maybe not much of a leader, I did go to university, though only 2 semesters and had a great time and had the opportunity to be class representatives and had a really close relationship ( I think? haha)  with some of the lecturers, they are very nice. I was very happy that I did my best and got a 4 flat and 3.78 respectively ( I wished I went to the Dean's list award ceremony but I didn't have the transport). At the same time, I didn't socialise much, more into the books, just focusing my studies. Plus, I don't really understand what the other students are into. It's very loud and ewww. It's very lively in a way that I don't like. I have a few good company back then, my housemates were very caring and understanding that I need to sleep before 12. I like to help them with their homeworks especially English as I really love the language and one of them is a medic student and she understands my condition which is a mood disorder. I did have a couple minor episodes which is forgetfulness and it was TIRING, forgot to lock the door, forgot which level I was at so I always have my doctor's number on the emergency call to acknowledge him.